miercuri, 8 decembrie 2010

Scrisoare către amintiri


Si te'am regasit, Straino! Am fost trist...suparat pe viata... credeam ca te-am pierdut definitiv si irevocabil...dar mi-am venit in fire. M-am trezit la realitate si se pare ca realitatea nu a fost asa cruda cu mine precum ar fi parut... Am invatat sa ma adaptez...sa ma obisnuiesc. Practic, am fost suparat pe mine..nu am stiut cum sa gandesc la momentul potrivit. Gresisem mult si aiurea...in gandire...in fapte...in tot...dar am realizat ca cel mai de pret lucru ramane amintirea frumoasa din mintea mea..toate gandurile bune, toate clipele minunate petrecute impreuna... erau trecute intr-un coltisor intunecat si indepartat al inimii mele...aproape uitate toate... dar au iesit la suprafata, si strans legate de prezent, m-au indus intr-o stare euforica... o stare de bine, careia ii duceam dorul demult...si a revenit. Dupa toate noptile reci si singuratice, dupa toate sticlele golite si toti peretii gauriti... mi-am gasit pacea...
Si cu toate acestea, iti multumesc. da,tie! exact,tu, fata din primul rand...prima pagina din capitolul vietii mele ... Iti multumesc ca inca existi in viata mea si imi iau ramas bun, cu promisiunea ca scanteia din inima mea nu se va stinge niciodata. Si tu esti singura care va stii intotdeauna asta.... sau poate nu ?

luni, 6 decembrie 2010

"I'm just sayin' "

Ain't nobody... and i mean nobody who gonn' mess round here with such things. all my heart work won't be taken apart 'cause of some stupid fools who don't know when to keep their mouths shut and when to intervene. Nobody can take my right of caring. NOBODY! Because i was that one... i am the one and i will always be the one who has feelings. ALWAYS!


Morala: Never trust somebody who verbally ejaculates.

duminică, 5 decembrie 2010

Dreams don't only kill hope...

Damn.... it's been a long time since i've last wrote here... it's been a fuckin rollercoaster since my last thoughts .... but instead of goin up and down... it just kept descending .... falling harder and harder .... into numbness... all that you can see and feel around is pain.PAIN.PaIn.pAiN. FUCKIN PAIN!!! You never know how to cherish something the most until you lose it... and i can tell you that by having lost something as described earlier.... don't ever harm somebody you love... it's gonna get back a thousand times worse.








Morala: "I guess it hurts, doesn't it? and if it did/does, now you know how i felt for...3 months...at least"